I was doing my Bible study this evening and it was a continuation of why we need proper rest. There was a verse that stuck out but I got a different meaning from it.
"And there he went into a cave, and spent the night in that place; and behold, the word of the Lord came to him, and He said to him, "What are you doing here, Elijah?" 1 Kings 19:9
It was the last part of the verse that caught my attention, "What are you doing here, Elijah?" I pondered that part of the verse for a moment and felt as if that question was being asked of me.
"What are you doing here, Theresa?"
"Why are you doing what you are doing?"
"Did I ask you to do this?"
Here I am chugging along, thinking I am doing what I thought I was suppose to be doing and God is asking what I am doing here. Apparently, I am not doing what I really am suppose to be doing. How confused could one person get?
So now it makes sense. I have been wondering why I feel as if I am not moving ahead in ministries. I plateaued. Not slipping but not moving forward either. Not necessarily feeling satisfied but not fully disappointed either. I am not sure what it is that I expect but something is stirring that something needs to change and God has been waving a big red flag in front of me but I chose to ignore Him. Well tonight He finally has my attention, so the next question is, "Ok God. What do you want me to do? Where am I suppose to go?"
It's so simple. All we have to do is ask and.....
"The mind of man plans his way, But the LORD directs his steps." Proverbs 16:9
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